Love you till the end…!!!

Have you ever thought to which extent you can love a person? Can you love a person to the extent where you hand over your love to somebody else just because you come to know that your love would be happy with the other person?
What if the person you love comes to you and asks you would you mind if I go with the other person?
Love is not confined to boundaries of personnel desires…a person who can forgo everything for his love even the person he loves is indeed priceless & an immortal love. Today I am with a story of consequences, a story of immortality, and a story of Abhiman & Akansha.
It’s very easy to get attracted to someone…it’s easier to fall in love…much easier to make promises of a lifetime commitment but when it’s down to showcase your real commitment…a person’s character is revealed.
Akansha and Abhiman were in love and if you believe in their commitment they were ready to risk the entire world for their love until this happened…
Abhiman: Akansha I have very good news for you…
Akansha: what?
Abhiman: the project I have been working for 3 years has been approved…& guess what I am going to United States next month…
Akansha: what? What about me? What would I do without you?
Abhiman: you don’t understand…just 2 years…. & then all our dreams would be fulfilled…
Akansha: we were planning to marry next year…
Abhiman: can’t you wait for 1 more year?
Their talks continued finally one day Abhiman left for United States…
After a year…
Abhiman: how are you Sweat heart?
Akansha: don’t flatter me…you don’t love me anymore or else you would have at least come once to see me whether am alive or dead.
Abhiman: Darling you don’t understand…just 10 more months…then I will be all yours…
Akansha: I have something to tell to you…
Abhiman: yes go on…
Akansha: my parents have fixed my marriage next month…
Abhiman: are you joking?
Akansha: do you think I am joking…dam it
Abhiman: what are you going to do then…
Akansha: listen Abhiman I love you but I cannot go against my parents…you are not here or else I would have convinced my parents somehow…I have agreed for the marriage.
Abhiman: what?
Akansha: yes Abhiman…I know you were about to quit that job for me…you won’t have gone to United States…I was the one who forced you to leave... I want you to achieve what you deserve…my marriage date was finalised the day you left for United States…I didn’t tell you all this then as you would have left everything for me… Abhiman I had to tell you someday…forget me….you would be happy.
Abhiman…didn’t have words to speak…and he kept the phone.

After few years in India:
Abhiman met Akansha in a railway station…
Abhiman: did you recognize me?
Akansha: Abhiman…how are you doing…
Abhiman: my life is all about career…you left me because you wanted me achieve what I deserve..
Akansha: what do you mean…are you still unmarried…
Abhiman: yes…by the way how is your husband?
Akansha: I have divorced…
Abhiman: why what happened?
Akansha: I am in a hurry…have an interview…bye see you.
Abhiman: you & interview? How are your parents?
Akansha: my train has arrived…I am going…& my parents died in a road accident last month. Bye…
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it took him hours to absorb what Akansha spoke to him…Akansha going for an interview? She is divorced? Her parents are dead? Finally he reached office and saw a recruitment drive going on( Abhiman realized he has to interview few people today)…he was completely aback to see Akansha’s name in the interview list…Abhiman didn’t interview Akansha but Akansha got selected…Abhiman knew if Akansha would have known that it’s his office she would reject the job. So he quit the job that very day making sure that Akansha would get a job.

After few months:
Akansha returning from the office saw Abhiman…& approached him
Akansha: sorry for that day…I was in hurry…you know I got a job.
Abhiman: congrats…
Akansha: thanks…I have good news to tell you…
Abhiman: what…
Akansha: I am marrying again…
Abhiman: to whom?
Akansha: the HR of my company…he is such a good person…I had a terrible interview that day but yet he recruited me and now he wants to marry me knowing everything about me.
Abhiman: was dumbstruck…he greeted best wishes for her marriage and went away…
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After 15 days:
Akansha met Abhiman in a mall
Abhiman: hi…when is your marriage?
Akansha: don’t ask…that person was a freak…I have left the job…
Abhiman: so what are you planning to do?
Akansha: don’t know…I am jobless & I need a job urgently.
Abhiman: there’s a vacancy in my company…you can apply…I am sure you would get it..
Akansha: are you sure?
Abhiman: yup…
That day Abhiman had long chat with his immediate head who finally agreed for an interview.
Akansha got the job…Akansha and Abhiman were now in the same office…so Akansha got much time to spend with Abhiman she told everything to Abhiman…about her divorce, her parent’s accident, that freak HR. She also told about her financial crisis and her maternal uncle forcing her to leave her parents home as she couldn’t clear the debts…
Abhiman took the initiative to pay all the debts…he staked everything he had earned all these years…and somehow gave all the money to Akansha through a company incentive for a emerging star. Akansha could repay all the debts. Akansha asked many times to Abhiman why is he still single…Abhiman never replied to her questions.
One day…
Abhiman: I want to speak something to you…
Akansha: I also have something to speak…first your chance Abhiman…
Akansha: no I want to hear you first.
Akansha: ok…the person I had divorced has changed and he wants to marry me again…
Akansha: what should I do Abhiman?
Abhiman: it depends on your decision I am an outsider.
Akansha: common…you loved me once…you know me the best…you are the best person to give me an advice?
Abhiman: me?
Akansha: Abhiman I want to marry him again…what is your opinion?
Abhiman: (hides his tears) are you mad…go and marry him….why are you thinking so much. You told me he has changed…and he wants to marry you then what’s the problem…go crazy girl go.
Akansha: you are so good Abhiman…I love you… you were about to speak something?
Abhiman: yup…today is my birthday…
Akansha: let’s have a party tonight,tomorrow I will be accepting his proposal and we will remarry.
Abhiman got the best possible way to hide his emotions…that day…he drank so much that Akansha had to come to Abhiman’s home to drop him.
Akansha: while leaving Abhiman’s room…saw her photo framed in one corner of his room. Saw diaries & all the letters that were lying by…she came to know that Abhiman left the job in United States the day she told him about her marriage as he went there only for her so that they could have a better living afterwards. She came to know it’s because of Abhiman she got the job in that company and not because of that freak HR. she now knew that the debt of her house was paid from all the earning of Abhiman & not any company incentive…she couldn’t control herself when she read the last line of Abhiman’s diary…’today is my birthday…and I am going to propose my dream girl Akansha’
Akansha left Abhiman’s house…she was drunk…but she was at her senses….but after reading Abhiman’s letter she was out of her senses…and while driving back to her home she met with an accident…
Akansha gained her senses in a hospital after 4 days…
Nurse: how are you feeling Akansha?
Akansha: uneasy…what has happened to me?
Nurse: everything is alright now…you are fine…but I have a bad news for you…
Akansha: what…
Nurse: we had to do a kidney transplant…as one of your kidney was badly damaged and the other was also not working properly…the person who gave you his kidney unfortunately died.
Akansha: who?
Nurse: we were not talking his kidney, doctor had told him earlier that there may be complications in transplanting his kidney but he told us that you are going to marry and your life is much important to him then his own.
Akansha: tell me who was it?
Nurse: Abhiman.
Akansha couldn’t control herself…she burst into tears….after few hours she inquired whether Amandeep (her ex husband) came up or not…Nurse told her that she had informed Amandeep and his family about her accident but no one has yet responded or cared to visit hospital in 4 days.

Whenever you speak about love…just think about Abhiman…and if could somehow relate yourself with him…you would know what love is…what sacrifice means….what is the meaning of caring. It’s very easy to laugh on people’s feelings and emotions…have you ever thought what it meant for the person who really loves someone? Friends I have something to suggest you…
Love is immortal but make sure that immortal love of yours is not wasted on some undeserving person…while neglecting the one who really loves you

Be yourself....a dilemma

Sometimes we want to do something but end up doing nothing…sometimes when we need to speak we don’t utter a word and when the time passes by we keep on ruing of not speaking anything. Sometimes we feel something but the reality comes out to be entirely different.
I am here with a piece that has all the uncertainties of a person’s feelings and all the anomalies related with it.

Soul: you were thinking of that girl?
Sandepan: yeah…don’t know much but there is something that makes me attracted towards her.
Soul: what do you like in her?
Sandepan: she is expressive; extrovert…frank likes to spend time with her friends…has brain along with the beauty which is a rarity in itself…looks good when is happy…horrible when tensed…whatever it may be I want to see her all the time…has a good voice…I like the Bengali numbers she sings…she is also a number 5….she is…
Soul: hold a sec…how do you know she is also a number 5?
Sandepan: from numerology…how do you calculate any person’s number from the date of birth, time of birth and the place of birth am I right?
Soul: yeah…
Sandepan: suppose a person is born on 12-02-1989…how would you calculate his number…adding all the numbers isn’t it…like (1+2+0+2+1+9+8+9)= 32 now you have to sum the two digit number to get a person’s number that is (3+2)=5…I know her date of birth she is also a number 5…I don’t know the time and place of birth so am not so sure about how much number 5 influences does she have in her life…but from the date of birth one thing for sure she would have a good compatibility with me.
Soul: impressive…but instead of doing all these calculations you should go and speak to her.
Sandepan: I don’t want any of her friends to know about my feelings for her as am sure if anybody knows about this there would be unnecessary hikes about it and there’s a possibility my feelings would be a part of their fun.
Soul: speak to her when she is alone.
Sandepan: but whenever get to see her she is always with her friends…
Soul: why don’t you call her up and speak…messages what do you say?
Sandepan: she doesn’t usually respond to my messages and I feel cheap speaking about my feeling via cell phones…
Soul: what do you actually want?
Sandepan: you know I don’t believe in flirting and hurting as such I want to know about her…like what does she wants from a person she could love, likes, dislikes, nature and everything about her so that the day I do speak to her I may be the person she wants to see in her beloved.
Soul: that means you want to change for a girl?
Sandepan: don’t take that way…when you are in love it’s not about changes it’s about how you could sacrifice the undesirable necessities from yourself so that you could be with her.
Soul: any changes…you have thought till now?
Sandepan: I am a vegetarian…I would become non-vegetarian if she accepts me…It reminds me of the Bollywood movie Rehna hai tere dil mein…but am sure I won’t be puking after eating.
Soul: do you have enough time for that?
Sandepan: I know I don’t have much time…I don’t have much scope either…but before speaking anything to her I must ensure we stay in the same location.
Soul: why?
Sandepan: because there is no point speaking to her and then going away…and long distance relations seldom survives.
Soul: who told you that?
Sandepan: you might be talking of the age old relations but for a new relation to prosper its necessary for us to be in the same place…you might not agree with me…as you don’t have a brain to think for you.
Soul: I don’t understand why people think of brains when in love…any ways…your first motive is to know her…I am not asking you to speak about your feelings but you could speak to her about herself?
Sandepan: I don’t think she is much interested to speak about her…
Soul: what made you say that?
Sandepan: I told you she doesn’t reply my messages.
Soul: so you want her to reply to good mornings & good night?
Sandepan: no but I sent her a message stating I don’t want to be your friend with whom you can share your happiness therefore you would seldom find me beside you when you are happy…but whenever you are unhappy & if you look around you would find me…she didn’t respond
Soul: everybody is not so philosophical like you…she might not have understood what actually you meant.
Sandepan: no that’s not the case…I know she is worried about something for a long time…I asked her many times but she never replied…I even asked her to change her weird looking photo from the social networking site but she never responded.
Soul: it may be that she wants you to personally speak to her?
Sandepan: I don’t think so…or else she might have given me any indications….
Soul: you want indications? Why don’t you go and talk?
Sandepan: things are not like what it seems to you…I have a feeling that she knows I like her.
Soul: so what are you waiting for?
Sandepan: a confirmation of a location…
Soul: till that day you won’t be speaking anything to her…and you believe she will accept you?
Sandepan: I don’t know …but whatever may be case am not going to speak to her in presence of her friends…
Soul: coward…
Sandepan: you may call me whatever you want to…you don’t understand…she doesn’t like me…doesn’t even respond to my messages…doesn’t even speak about herself…
Soul: who told you this?
Sandepan: I think so
Soul: that’s why I say…don’t even think of your brains when in love…
Sandepan: I don’t know what should I do…
Soul: I have only one thing to say…if you keep on waiting…you time will never come…that’s my opinion now it’s upon you and your weird brain to decide what you have to do.
Sandepan: thank god my brain is sleeping and all the thinking is controlled by my heart or else I would be in more dilemmas after today’s conversation.

This is the common scenario for all those who are in love…what should they speak, what would be the appropriate time…what if she rejects? People often say consults your best ones when you are in similar situations…but the person who knows you best is you yourself as such…if you could be calm enough and think about it you would get the clue I suppose.
My words for all those who are in love there is never an appropriate time…the appropriate time is when you realized you have feelings for somebody…love is never a thought process it happens when it has to. Brain doesn’t have any control over it. The main thing that signifies your love is you yourself…never try to be what others tell you or follow the footsteps opted by others…if you are in love and if it’s true…it will find a way.